I just had to talk about the last few days. As you guys saw I was feeling down on Tuesday. Ever since reading your comments that day I have been so calm and relaxed. I tell myself my guy is on his way, my $1000 of unexpected income is on its way, everything I want is on its way. When I picture myself in the life that I want like I am living it now I feel so calm and it feels real its amazing. Nothing has really shocked me much as how yesterday went. I am still in utter shock. Yesterday morning I was with my sister and she wanted a Starbucks,I was thinking it would be nice to have a coffee but i don't want to pay for it ( I was being cheap) naturally I thought well I can go without. So she parked (sine the drive thru was crowded) and went inside. I waited in the car. It shocked me when my sister came back to the car and had two cups. I asked her why do you have two cups and she said they messed up her order so she got to keep the one that they messed up and she gave it to me. I was smiling so much and I laughed she was wondering why. We then went to meet a friend at Gloria's restaurant,now this place is expensive, so i was going to order water and food. My sister wanted a mimosa , I thought it would be nice to have one but this place is just so expensive , again i can do without. A few minutes later my sister told me she could not drink this because she was on medication and so she said i could have it and that she would pay for it! Normally she never does this she would say put it on your tab but she offered to pay for it. I was so shocked. I also managed to have someone wait until next week for payment which normally wouldn't budge. A few other small things too. This has been so fascinating lol . I keep thinking my guy is on the way and anytime doubt comes up I tell myself do not worry and time is nothing but an illusion. I also think about the positive facts, like he has said he loves me on many many occasions, he told me we have great chemistry and that he wants to get to know me again. I have also notice that when i did the pussy whip technique twice I have manifested texts right away. The best was when I did it and then a few minutes later I get a text asking to come over. So I do have alot of things on my side I plan to think positively. I manifested him to come back in my life last year, I can manifest a relationship this year. Sorry for the ramble just wanted to share some success and the positive feeling.