Maybe writing this will help me feel better. But last nihht on an instant messenger I added a friend who I didn't notice before that showed ip on my suggested contacts list. I was talking to him and said I still loved Joe. Inwas going to move to the city he was staying at but decided against it as it felt that I would be forcing the situation. Anyway My friend who originally said that joe had delted him from his messenger decided to send me a picture of Joe and his new boyfriwnd which he posted on his blog. I was noticably upset but not as much as I thought I would be due to work with the Abraham hicks material. Injust asked the friend to tell Joe that I was glad he was happy and had someone to love and cherish him. Joe asked about me and My friend told him that I was moving to Italy which I am. Joe said that was great and as long as I am happy. My friend then told me to be patient tjat he had a feeling that Joe would be back in my life. I don't knoa if this is a part of the manifestation or not. If the universe is telling me to move on or have more patience. I have decided that tje universe knows I want Joe and that despite all the obstacles there is still hope. Nevertheless I am going to live my life in a state of happiness for the next 3 months until my 30th birthday.