Hi all! I am back with another quote from Demi Lovato's book. I hope you all have been doing great on your journeys!! I also have some news to share with you all too to keep you updated!
                                     
January 6- Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power. - Jim Morrison
  " When I was a kid, I had the biggest fear of throwing up and then I ended up becoming bulimic. Subconsciously, I was acting out my greatest fear. I hated throwing up so much that I brought it upon myself."
Goal: Make sure you aren't living out your fears, but releasing them. Try to remember that there is a purpose for every hardship or opportunity in your life. 

               Lately, I have been focused on making myself happy and becoming the person I want to be for myself, first and foremost, and for my new relationship with my lover! The universe is always on my side and I am truly thankful for where it has, and is leading me to The past week I had been feeling down and having lots of fears and negative thoughts creep up. Yesterday when I came back to my hometown from my college I was in the Walmart parking lot trying to find a parking spot and I turn my head and in the car right next to mines was my lover's mom and sister! I was soooo shocked! Because even though I live 8 minutes away from my lover I never run into her or any of her family members EVER!! And their car was literally right next to mines, and since I live in Colorado it was crowded and packed at the store because everyone is getting ready for the superbowl. But to run into them definitely wasn't a coincidence! And I thanked the universe!!

And later that day I was just vibrating at a high level! I mean I was just naturally happy. partly because of the sign the universe gave me which did give me hope after I had a hard week. But honestly I was just happy naturally like I felt high and joyful and I was singing like I always love to do, listening to good music, doing yoga and exercising and all of a sudden my lover texts me! My heart jumped because at THAT moment I was listening to this love song on pandora and I was feeling it and dancing in my room and she texts me, the conversation didn't  last long but it was nice! I don't ever initiate contact with her, I always let her text me first, but I noticed she never texts back which is totally fine by me because I don't care and I don't send a message back trying to get her to talk to me so I noticed a pattern in that so when she does text me again I probably wont text back, but I don't know we will see, it all depends. All that matters to me right now is becoming the person I wanna be and living my life and loving myself and changing my subconscious mind in order to achieve what I want. Even though I am only 18 I really want to focus on creating a life that I want and becoming successful in every aspect of my life. I am sooo proud and relieved to say that I am growing up and being more AWARE of things! Last night I had a dream that I had the car I been wanting and that made me feel excited, because I know it is mines I am not even worried about money, because I KNOW that I will have that car! The car I desire to have is the 2016 Mazda CX- 3. Also you guys don't know this about me but I am an aspiring model, and I got accepted to do promotional modeling so that is a plus! I have learned that I really need to take care and love myself and live my life. And last week at school this a friend of mines who works at Starbucks on my campus offered me a FREE Starbucks drink! I thanked the universe for that too! Because within the past 3 weeks I been receiving free stuff randomly. I now know how precious life is and our OWN individual lives are, and so we should be living in the moment for ourselves and not waiting or worrying about anything! there are some things I am still trying to deal and cope with,but I know everything will be alright, and trusting the universe to bring us what we want. It is very easy for me to appreciate things and love things in life. And since discovering LOA I have been becoming more and more grateful for things! I hope you all are doing well! I love you all!!!!!

      I think the most important thing is to know our limited beliefs stored in our subconsious mind, and restoring them! I have noticed all my fears come from that. Because the subconscious mind is VERY powerful and the sooner we can restore that the faster we can achieve our goals! ( I am working on this!) Also I have a resource that I think will help everyone! Check out www.Dreamitalive.com it is an online vision board of YOUR creation and it has lots of resources and tools to be successful in achieving your goals! And the site itself is FREE I love it

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