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Hi all, yesterday i had unusual thing happened. I am planning to leave my job. Me and my lover are in same workplace. 3 months before when i decided to leave, my lover started messaging me because he was afraid that he will loose me after i leave. But due to some circumstances i didn't left. But now i am leaving. He knows this but he had the impression that i only say, but don't leave. Last night, around 9 pm, i was happy but suddenly i had a strange feeling.. it was a feeling like Rose, if you will go, i will be alone..Same feeling as i am loosing someone.
But the thing is i was so happy to leave (The reason is if i will leave, we will have a better relationship). Then out of the blue.. why i got these feelings that i am loosing something.. and guess what.. suddenly i started imagining that my lover is roaming in office and remembering me and he is feeling bad from the fact that he can't see me anymore. It was a very strong feeling that i will loose something.
After 1 hour of experiencing this, my lover sent me message (normal) which i was not expecting, i didn't replied. Then he changed his whatsapp status and pic. We sometimes talk on the status or pics. I can guarantee both was for me.I still didn't replied. Because he was not responding.. he is like come and go..
But in the morning, i tried to talk in office. But he was cold.
I want to ask.. why was i experiencing those feelings?? Are those feelings are of him?? Why i was imagining him?
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Thnks for your reply. I also have vivid dreams of him. He comes in my dreams daily. That simply means we are spiritually connected. You know what, when the feelings came.. I suddenly knew that there is something wrong as there cannot be sudden change I'm feelings. And he confirmed those feelings by messaging. From the past 2 weeks he was very distant. So it was really telepathic. I m happy to know that if we r really connected, my loving feelings would also affect him. I believe if we say to yourself before bed that I am his wife or lover.. Then he definitely picks up subconsciously.
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The two of you sound extremely connected, Rose, and that is a very beautiful and rare thing. He is sending out these signals as if by a kind of telephone line of the mind and you are sensing it all now so strongly because he is especially anxious about what is going to happen to the relationship if you leave the job. Also he is probably going to miss not having you around in the work situation, too. All this is going on in his mind right now and it will take time for him to feel more reassured. Just imagine him feeling more relaxed and confident about the whole thing and the two of you having a great time together again and being closer than ever before.
Last edited by Debbie (12/09/2015 6:56 pm)
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We are on talking terms now. He is happy too because I left that job which was not serving me. The situation was not good in office. The next day I left job. He updated his status that I will shine. Then he told me that I should find a new job in my field. Actually he wants me to get a better job so that we can go ahead for marriage. He wants an independent wife. I also want to manifest a good job with a specific income. But I am not clear on what should I do in order to earn a specific amount job. People around me are forcing me to get a new job as I have left this. I know forcing or negative thoughts will not gv me results. How should I get clear regarding marriage and specific amount job?
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Wow thats great that he wants to marry you. You are doing so well!
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Everyone was fine. Ysterday i fought with him because he del my no. One time he says that I will shine and he wants me to find me a good job so that he can think about me for marriage. Other time he gets irritated my by messages. Anyways today I went to office to tell boss that I am resigning. He asked me the reason and I told him that other boss's son is the reason. He said to call someone from staff so that he can say. I went to my love and told him to give statement. He denied and scolded me. The problem is if he says anything.. He can loose his job also. My friends are saying that now he will never contact me as I did wrong by calling him.
I know I did wrong. I am now feeling really depressed. I m not feeling negative as I have a belief that he can't live without me. But today after what I did.. Its depressing.
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I have read about twin flames. Actually I manifested him with my thoughts. I was attracting someone else but last year he cams into my life with a magnetic connection. It was so magnetic that he decided on day 1 that he will marry me and I also felt the same. But then my negative thoughts came in and we separated. He came back due to the energy I sent him after 4 days of breakup. But he said he wants me to get a good job so that we can think ahead. But due to circumstances I was not able to find. Then he was like come and go.. But he always used to notice everything about me, even the detail i can't tell u.. This is too much. He showed sometimes emotions but next day back off.. Like constantly hot and cold. He says I behave like kid sometimes and do this or that. It seems that he doesn't notice me but in real he is noticing those things which even I am not noticing about me..lol. And he was always angry at the things I do. Wen I was about to leave,he came back and told me that my wife will be like this and the description matches me. Even he directly said that my parents in law will not live with us. That shows I will be his wife. But he has some expectations from me like job. I was reading about twin flames.. It is said that twin flames can never be seperated. I feel an intense connection with him. Even I know sometimes what he is thinking before he say. I felt his emotions. In some way we are connected. He is not behaving the way I want, I hate him sometimes but still I can't resist him. His energy is too magnetic that I can't tell. Same is with him... I am not upto his expectations now as he has very big dreams. He scold me a lot if I do something wrong, but then when I stay silent then he try to be normal. Basically.. We are not compatable with each other.. We have different thoughts but there is something that is intense. And its hurt when he leaves. Why is this happening? Can I still attract him into a marriage if we have different wants? But still we are waiting for each other to become ready for marriage. Its like a twin flame connection.
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Your story sounds exactly like mine.
I also had just a strong connection to thw point where we would read wach others minds, finish one anothers sentences or even ask the other person to do something literally just before we were about to do it ourself anyway. He would always guess the surprises i planned for him, out all the tjings i vould plan for the surprises he would always guess right! It was like he was always reading my mind! At times i would get upset and angry that he guessed the surprises and ruin it but now when I tjink back it was amazing that he could do that! And this was me not giving him any clues either!
I have never had this sort of connection with anyone else