I had a couple of beers with co-workers last night then headed home. I was in bed before midnight on a Friday LOL I can't remember the last time this happened! My love and I used to stay out until 3am, sometimes stumbling home with the sun up.

Alcohol still makes me sad. I wasn't even tipsy, but the 2 beers was enough to let unwanted beings in.

A friend from way back invited me to a surf trip the end of the month. I said OMG I HOPE TO MEET A CUTE GUY and she said her boyfriend will be my wingman haha.

I'm going out later to buy some supplements to really help my weight loss. I've lost a bit of weight from quitting simple carbs and yoga (more mindful of what I eat now) and it makes me feel good.

aww I just read your first post and a little more, you're so inspiring! you radiate calm and confidence in your posts, you've really risen high above the dark place you started, gives me hope.

also meant to say is that you in your profile pic? if it is your very pretty, if it's not you have good taste in choosing profile pics lolol ;)

veggiepizzaforever wrote:

dynamochick2210 wrote:

aww I just read your first post and a little more, you're so inspiring! you radiate calm and confidence in your posts, you've really risen high above the dark place you started, gives me hope.

also meant to say is that you in your profile pic? if it is your very pretty, if it's not you have good taste in choosing profile pics lolol ;)

Aww thank you so much. It's a process and this forum and all the lovely folks here really help! You really just have to open your heart and your mind and TRUST.

And yes, it's me + some flower emojis because I have no real flowers here lol. Thank you. <3

I went to the mall today and I had this sense of calm go over me. Like "Yup, my love and I are definitely getting back together." IDK how or when but I know it's going to happen. I don't even care that we haven't talked in a couple of days or that I don't know what he's up to. That's irrelevant.

 
Great to hear you feeling positive.

I'm at the acupuncturist and he's found several "problems":

Uric acid, cholesterol, thyroid issues, and tiny cysts in my breasts.

I can't eat tuna and salmon anymore and that kinda sucks because I'm pescetarian lol and I love sashimi.

I'm not too worried, I see myself healthy.

I have been slacking on my apple cider vinegar! I'll start drinking it again tomorrow morning.

This is my second visit to an acupuncturist. The first time was more of a spa thing and this second one is a doctor who really treats medical problems. There was a nun there who had a cyst in her breast and it's now gone after regular acupuncture and changing her diet.

I'm super not fazed about it. Haha I can't imagine myself sick, I've been healthy my whole life! My only ~problems~ these days are fatigue (I just need more sleep), lower back pain (from the uric acid), and my elbow hurts because I overextend them during yoga.

Also, my ovaries and babyhouse part are in good health and that's a relief because I really want to have children. <3