just read about Phil Collins and him being back with his third wife after many years, they apparently split up in 2007 and now they have been together for half a year, so that is nice really so many years apart and now happily together

so I have sent out the wish to receive a text message from him so I will let you know when that happens :-)

Today most certainly IS your day! It's the day where you get to choose what vibrates into your life tomorrow. You are literally setting the stage for what show comes on tomorrow! So do your best to pull up your negativity and ease back into peace and flow. You can do that.

thank you cherished :-) actually I made a great decision staying at home tonight, I feel quite calm the whole day, the empty feeling has changed, maybe as i stayed home I felt like he is here and it made me feel great
I dont know why is that, but as I have been doing the feel it real and Lanie the whole week quite a lot, I feel really like he was with me already (apart from this morning when I felt a bit sad as I wrote that) but I feel nothing but love towards him and that is quite new

as I usually felt love but mixed with some kind of anger I would say
the whole of this week I feel like he was always so much in love with me and he was really into me, that he still is really and today I read such amazing post on here which you wrote actually and that was amazing
found it, it was this "When you're missing your love, you want to make this all about them. You ask why they don't call, how dare they be so cold! But you have to understand it isn't actually about them AT ALL.  It's about you focusing on their absence!  Everything, absolutely EVERYTHING in your physical reality right now is responding to how you feel, and the thoughts you are sending out. So if you are missing your love, you're literally telling them vibrationally to stay away from you. They could be your perfect mate, but they cannot enter into your experience! And it is purely because you are focused on their absence."

and that felt so great

as I feel like there is really nothing between us, nothing which would really stand in the way, like if he was round the corner you know and funnily this evening I realized I am telling myself, just dont freak when you get the message, dont freak when he appears here as last time as you know it is here :-)
anyway as the say the bad is always good for something and the lower vib today made me to take a break from work a bit and relax and get to read again and get back on the forum etc. :-) so I can get some relaxing time before I start to work like crazy again :-)

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