So as you all know I had been planning a trip to see my boyfriend for a long time now, after hearing he misses me, cries over me, wants to see me, wants to talk to me but is scared. I made sure to make it my business to have the money for the tickets. My friend who is going with me had been feeling weird about the trip because of the money so he asked my boyfriend what he'd do if I went over there and all of a sudden he was so hostile saying how I better not go over there to see him and for me to leave him alone. My friend and I bought the tickets but I can't say I'm excited because of what my boyfriend said, I'm not sure what to do because before I was feeling good about this but now I'm not because of what he said. Then also I got certified mail to pick up at the post office and it's freaking me out because it says it's a letter and I'm thinking maybe it's a restraining order or something. Maybe I'm over thinking this but Im scared and feeling really awkward right now.