"Well the thing about looking for something big is,
if you don't feel like you have it,
then you feel like you're contradicting your own requests all of the time.
So if you could speak that in a more general way,
then the contradiction would be less.

So how could you speak "I'm looking for something big" in a more general way?
"I'm getting ready for bigger and bigger things to come."
Or, "I don't have to be ready for all of it all at once because
I don't want it all at once. I'm on the right path.
I can feel it unfolding.
My capacity for bigness keeps changing.
What used to look big doesn't look big anymore.
Now I'm reaching for greater and greater heights.
I'm understanding that there's no limit to the bigness of what I'm reaching for."

The bigness or the smallness of it is not the issue,
the alignment with it is.

It's as easy to create a castle as a button.
It's just a matter of aligning with the idea.
When I prepare my grid, when I'm ready for my own idea it has to flow to me.

The bigness or the smallness of the opinions of others about it, is irrelevant.
It is only my opinion about it.
And the fact that I'm calling it big means that I'm not up to speed with it.
Otherwise I would be calling it normal or logical or certain or inevitable.
So can you change that word? It is an inevitable thing that I'm looking for.
It is logical and inevitable. Feel the difference between that and it's big.

(...) But when it's logical, when the laws of the Universe tell me
that when I line up with it, it will come.
So it's a big idea. I made it big. I put it there piece by piece.
It's mine. I own it!

I put it in the Vortex. That's why I feel excited about it.
It is mine, it's a big idea.
It is mine. I own it. It is mine.
And it is inevitable, and it is eventual. And I'm OK with eventual.

It's OK if it takes 16, 6, 17, 27, or 3. It's OK. I can play it out. It is certain.
And I am going to have fun in the honing of the vibration
that allows it to come to me.
In fact, the longer it takes the more fun I'll have.
Truly, the longer it takes the more fun it'll be.
The more opportunity to clarify.

Because, if it comes tomorrow then I'll start looking for something else.
I'm glad that it is a big enough idea that it gets my attention,
and a big enough idea that I'm willing to focus on it long enough
that I can feel my proximity to it.

I like it. I like that I have given birth to it.
And I like that it is mine. And I like that it's coming.
And I like the journey on the way to it.
And when it manifests I'll be better for having wanted it.
The very existence of the idea of it has made me more,
and as I come into alignment more and more with it,
everyday my sensation of worthiness will come into place,
more and more.

Yeah you're right on track. It's wonderful.
If you let the journey be your goal,
rather than the destination- then you're having instant success.
Best thing we ever said to any of you.
If the journey is your goal then you're having instant success.
Then the manifestation is certain."

From the workshop in Stamford, Conn. on 10/13/12