ok so this is not the typical success as in I got my guy back... YET .. but I was feeling a bit low yesterday it was a cold dreary day yesterday and I felt incredibly low .and just wanted to give up on all of it . I tossed and turned all night and did some real soul searching today while working in my yard .. I did a lot of thinking .. IM like damn girl get over it .. look at all u have accomplished just in a cpl years .. I made a business out of nothing I quit my job and went for it .. it was a dream ive had for many years  and now I have ppl fighting to get on my schedule .. I cant keep up with all the business and hired my first employee ... FINANCIAL SUCCESS!   I have lost 80 lbs .. I always knew I would get back to my size 9 jeans ...WEIGHT LOSS  SUCCESS! I raised 3 GREAT kids on my OWN... RAISING GOOD DECENT HUMAN BEINGS  SUCCESS! Ive attracted my guy back a cpl times .. saying exact words I wanted to hear ... SUCCESS! I have a home PAID OFF...SUCCESS!.. I have nothing I wish to complain about I am truly GRATEFUL and I will be A SUCCESS in getting my guy back and making it stick