ok. here's my script

he sees me across the terrace and smiles. I look like lolita in this dress. every guy on the terrace is turning to look at me, smiling. I feel an inner glow of confidence. this is the happiest moment of my life. I don't even need him to be happy. the sky is beautiful, luminsecent azure. all i need is the sky. i'm not sure if my cheeks are so hot because i'm blushing or because the sun is coating them in liquid amber.

and he's coming towards me. lawrence is coming towards me.

it's like when we first met. the murky waters have gone out to sea and now all is clear between us. he doesn't think i'll hurt him. he knows I won't hurt him. he is secure. i am trembling, i am nervous, but that is good because i feel like a bride on her wedding day.

i don't even care if he loves me because i love him. i love the sky, i love the sun, i love the rippling water down below. everyone is looking at us. he's wearing a stripy blue shirt. i'm wearing a white dress.

"hello," he says.
i'm not sure i can bear this much ecstasy.

my voice is small. a childs voice. "hello" i say.

"have you finished yet?"
"yes."

it's only small talk so I'm answering automatically. i'm already lost in his green green eyes.
if you were the only girl in the world...

he's smiling. the intensity of his presence is alarming but i welcome it. the air between us is an elecrtic storm.
if you were the only boy... 
my eyes are smiling.

"are you going to see the show tonight?"
"yes."

when the time comes we sit at the back like a pair of naughty schoolkids. neither of us can stop grinning. people turn to look at us, like we're crazy.

because we are.
we're crazy about each other.




 

lol thanks. im surprised how vivid that was for me. i didn't think i could do it. you know ive been journalling for a long time but only negative things. go figure

cool! how often should i be writing scripts like these? what are other best ways to boost your vibration?