Hey everyone! The holidays kept me from posting, but I have some really great news to share and could also use some advice.

Last time I was here, I made a post saying my love had wanted to break from talking for a bit to get his mind together, and that I would remain positive that this was a good thing. Well, that only lasted a few days before he came back, and me and him began talking nearly daily, all through the holidays and just up until last weekend. All the conversations were amazing! It felt like things had never changed between us.

The BEST part about the whole thing was when he admitted that he still cared about me romantically and that it never really faded, even after we broke up. The only issue being that he also still cares for the girl he is with and having issues choosing between us. Obviously, I was over the moon at him revealing this to me. All the work I did with LoA was paying off!

However... just last week, my love stopped messaging me everyday like he had been. In fact, there has been no contact between us for five days now, except for the fleeting social media messages. Obviously, going from constant contact to none at all has put me in quite a funk. I'm doing my best to fight it and remain positive, but I can't help but feel just a bit hurt by this. It doesn't help that him and his girlfriend have been making loving social media posts at each other that brings me down even farther.

I know that I need to remain positive, do my visualizations, and continue ignoring the current reality. I am picking myself up after feeling disappointed that this all happened. I just wonder why this happened. I have been under stresses lately, but I was nothing but positive when thinking about my love. I know that this will eventually pass and I will be back on track, but I am finding myself being impatient due to getting part of what I want and having it snatched from me.