Hello all! Hope all is well with you. Ever since I let go in October, it took awhile for me to completely trust the universe to bring missy back. Earlier, during that timespan I was excited and adamant about acquiring my bonus, primarily because I wanted it bad and I pretty much evolved my entire subconscious to make it happen, so acquiring her was pretty important to me. Lately though, I've been doing my own thing, not caring much at all or even really thinking about her. Most of that probably has to do with time. Sometimes I even wonder if I'll ever see her again. Now on to the numbers, I've been blasted, and I mean BLASTED with the numbers of the date we originally got back together, which is May 2nd. Every time I look at the time it's "something:52." Every time I scrub through a video or a song it constantly lands on ":52" or "5:02." It's damn creepy at times and way too common to be coincidental. Not that I actually really care at this point, but does this indeed mean that we are still "on," and it's just taking a really, REALLY long time? Would truly be a miracle if she does indeed pop up! Haha.