MorganRose wrote:

Lord, I am glad I am NOT giving birth literally again today. Once is enough. 😂😂😂

Spiritual birth.. lool.. heavens no, not literal birth..goodness.. we love our babies but labor is no joke....

Love and light to you darling..

I've been sorta busy.

I actually just left Austin's house. His mom, stepdad, and sister were all there. Of course our son loved seeing us together. Aust was smitten by me. He was sweet to me. He walked me to the car and hugged me for a long while. He said, "it was good seeing you. It's always great seeing you." He hugged me again and watched me drive off, smiling. He has not done family time since Ashton's birthday and that was only because he had to. Today was pretty magical. We even wore the outfits from my vis. Here's Ashton and Austin playing together. ❤️

Girlllll... 

This, this, this... it's exactly how I was feeling the other day. Grateful for him reaching out and planning, grateful for the time we spent, grateful he was all over me and complementing me and telling me what I envisioned him telling me. I was calm, collected and it's like it felt like something normal. I used to be so nervous in his presence because I felt so close but yet so far. But now I know I have the power, and so do you.. you are you, and whatever it is to be will radiate from you. And it's good that your energy is balanced so he can feed off you. You can uplift his energy.
I'm so happy to hear of your time spent with family...looking forward to hearing more of this. Thank you for keeping us informed.

Thanks y'all.

I'm loving the good vibes you're all giving me. I know that something beautiful can emerge from our thoughts.

That photo of Austin and Ashton is upside down and I just noticed it 😂

Well, I'm back in Manhattan. I don't really miss Austin at all. I think it's because he feels with me and I don't really worry about it. I've been looking at furniture for the apartment I've been wanting to attract to me. I've done so well this year. I got the exact job I wanted, the GPA I wanted, I got that meeting with Austin that I wanted, he's said such beautiful things to me since last week. Tomorrow is the first day of the semester for me. I'll be finished with college this December. I'm stoked about it.❤️ I see a bright and beautiful for me and Ashton and the best part is, as I'm looking at this furniture, I see that future still having Austin in it when just a month or so ago I didn't really believe.