Jasmin I can totally relate... I must have spent thousands of pounds on readings too! (Im from UK too!) It became an addiction for me. Thats all I did all day long pretty much. I was in a low and dark place.

I had some good readings (what I wanted to hear) and some bad readings... Both made me feel even more **** to be honest.

I also got told I will meet another guy and how that is when Vee will come back and I will have a choice between the two guys etc etc I didnt want another guy but psychics convinced me that apparently this new guy will be ready to settle down and will be a better version of Vee (although I didnt believe that)

I stopped using psychics when I came to this forum. Thats when I learnt that psychics only reflect back your current vibration, not your future. So I started working with LOA properly then. I started off raising my vibe, focusing on myself, and learning to love myself. It was all about ME. I made myself my priority. Lots of people from this forum, inc Veronica helped me reach the state of self love.

I then ended up breaking NC with Vee in Sept, as recieved the biggest sign from the universe, so made an inspired action and sent him a text (you can read about that on my thread "I text Vee")
Since then things have been great! I feel amazing too and Vee is totally crazy about me. Now all thats left is for him to admit he loves me and start our wedding planning! 😊

You can do this! 💖 Hope this helped. Feel free to pm me or ask any other qs! 😊

Definitely Jasmin. Take baby steps if need be. Every morning make a plan to do at least one thing you enjoy during the day & commit to it. Watch how soon your vibe will be sky high. And thats when the magic starts to happen!
Take a day at a time. I always say this to everyone now. Forget Yesterday, as its happened and you cant change it & stop worrying about tomorrow, as it hasnt come yet. Focus on the here & now to create your future 😉