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1 - Hopeful one
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Amy's Journey
I have been separated from my fiance for 14 long painful months. I did no contact for about six month months. Then I just went bat **** crazy. I know that I manifested him leaving. I know that I manifested a new woman in his life. He has me blocked on everything, and he does a damn good job ignoring me. I keep contacting him with no avail. Dumb me, did it again today. I am pretty sure it probably is doing more damage than good. I guess that is why things are not working for me. I am not trusting the universe.
I have read sooooo many LOA books. Sometimes I wonder if I am confusing myself even more.
Some days I feel so charged up and feel like things are going my way and this stuff works.
I have started a gratitude journal, but I tend to do it more at night. I haven't felt much of a shift. Would it be better to do in the morning?
Any books that I should read that would give me major inspiration?
Any tips? I really don't want to lose hope. I know that I don't need him in my life, but it sure was so much better with him by my side.
- Vera
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Re: Amy's Journey
You don't need another book. What you need is practice. Visualize, visualize, visualize. Feel good. Focus on yourself. Don't even think of the situation right now.
Visualize for 30 days... then 60 days... then 90 days until you get what you want.
- awesomepeace
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Re: Amy's Journey
I don't know the answer but have you been focusing on yourself, doing things that make you happy? When you are happy and content and you can get yourself into this place called the vortex your vibrations are meant to be stronger. And as I've read a lot. Letting go seems to be the key.
- Hopeful one
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Re: Amy's Journey
Thank you both for your advice. I know what I need to do, it's just hard to get in that mindset.
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Thread Starter- Hopeful one
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Re: Amy's Journey
I am having a better day today. I just keep telling myself that I am worth it, and that I am the best thing in his life.
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Thread Starter- veggiepizzaforever
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Re: Amy's Journey
Always remember that you are also the best thing in your life and that you're your greatest love. <3
What we think, we create. What we feel, we attract. What we imagine, we become.
xo Gabby
- Hopeful one
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Re: Amy's Journey
veggiepizzaforever wrote:
Always remember that you are also the best thing in your life and that you're your greatest love. <3
Thank you! I do need to work on that. Sometimes I sell myself short :/
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Thread Starter- Hopeful one
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Re: Amy's Journey
So last night I have went out in a very very long time. It felt good to let loose. I had a great time with a lot of laughter. I feel like it is a step in the right direction.
On a different note, I did put a tracker on the last email I sent him. He did read it, which I am grateful for, but why doesn't he reply? It is so frustrating!
I have made up my mind, there will be no more messages from me. I cannot control this situation.
He will come to me.
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Thread Starter- Hopeful one
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Re: Amy's Journey
I had a great day today. Everything went smooth at work. I came home, and for some reason I just felt like putting on music and just dancing. It felt awesome! I felt like I was vibrating higher than usual, so I wrote in my gratitude journal, and did 68 second visualization. I also so watched Veronica's video of attracting ex back in 25 days.
Something is happening. I feel like the air around me, like it is full of electricity.
Either that or I am about to have a heart attack from all that dancing! : 
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Thread Starter- Berryluv
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Re: Amy's Journey
I had a great day today. Everything went smooth at work. I came home, and for some reason I just felt like putting on music and just dancing. It felt awesome! I felt like I was vibrating higher than usual, so I wrote in my gratitude journal, and did 68 second visualization. I also so watched Veronica's video of attracting ex back in 25 days.
Something is happening. I feel like the air around me, like it is full of electricity.
Either that or I am about to have a heart attack from all that dancing! :
Lol @ heartattack.
Movements are in the works for you. It's especially good when we are I'm a good mood first then we affirm and visualizeven etc.
Veronica Isles LOA coach veronicaislescoaching.com