I can logically think of things it's just when something goes wrong I panic or if i don't see it I panic. Right now my best bet is to do nothing say nothing. Right now while I know that is my best option, my mind runs and thinks well will me saying nothing push every step foward we made this month back? Will me not saying anything mean we will just fade into each other's backrounds? Will he not come by again or will we not gr closer? So I know that is where my mind goes and I know I shouldn't but I just cannot turn it off and put myself into a mind set of he will contact me he will come to me etc. It's like I cannot jump into that mindset unless I have proof without a doubt that we will get closer and progress to our relationship

I keep replaying the good things like on Tuesday he said I was so easy to love. He was saying how beautiful I am all that. He was very sweet ...he has been for a few weeks and in early dec he wasn't like that at all it was like a switch. Right now I want him to text me or come by....I want him to initiate this because I feel like after my freak out me contacting him now would just make it worse wouldn't it? Any ideas on what I should do now?or is staying quiet the best option I have

So if I focus on the good I will get more of the good aspects? Let me ask ya ll this...sometimes I wonder when I do stuff like that if I'm a crazy person and just in denial. How do you know your not just in denial about the situation?

I remember him saying in Tuesday how much better I am and the progress I made over the last couple of months. He said I am easy to love. He's told me he loves me multiple times this past month.

I really want him to come over I'm gonna try and visualize and feel him being around me like his hugs and stuff.i really want him to come over though