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You really must try not to go over what if's, it's the past and it's gone! I'm getting some positivity on some things you have said Don't tell yourself your crazy or in denial, because that's not true. Think about him in all the nice loving ways. "He seemed to want to focus on us now. I just thought I got this strong vibe that he wants me." That's because you were right. Imagine all the progress being made and him adoring you. keep feeling good about that thought.
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I keep thinking that what I want in this is for him
To think you know what I do love her I want to give out relationship another go. I keep hoping or thinking maybe he will contact me today come by and see me . I only want this to happen though if it's positive. I have this same problem with money. I try to manifest money and it's like I never have enough. Right now I have an issue and I don't know how to fix it with that too.
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confused1077 wrote:
When everyone saids let go of him for now it makes me feel like that he and I will never be together again and that I am just suppose to never speak to him again and that we will forget each other and move on. That is something I do not want and I feel like the whole letting go thing is going to push me to somewhere without him. Like not to what I want if that makes sense.
No dear Thats what I thought for the longest time too but its not letting go is not obsessing about getting him back yes you visualize make your intention and then go about your day without the obsessive thoughts that its not happening or the constant chatter in your head ie " I want him back I want him back" That is where the "work" is to police yourself and train your mind to let go of the desperation I know you can do it
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I just feel like I messed up. I really freaked out on in last night. The first response I got about just keep doing what we are doing he said yeah but then I thought I know he is drunk and thought what if he changed his mind I asked him to come over today and he said maybe and then I just got worse from there I kept saying how I like how things are asking him to keep it up etc and he never responded back unless I said something that didn't have to do with that. I'm worried that my fear and panic made it worse and idk how to make it better fast...
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Also my friends and I don't know what view they have of me based on this knowledge. Last night started out so fun and then he dropped a bombshell on me by just. Saying that everyone knows we are sleeping together. How am I not suppose to freak out? Everything was moving in a good direction before that.
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The miracle I want is the one I have been wanting for two years. I feel like no one gets that . I do hope everyone knows having my ex back is what I want. I only want to know how to get it. I don't feel like anyone is getting that I have bettered myself a lot he has said it friends have said it and I had said it. So if I had done that already being told you have to do it again is frustrating because am I that horrible that the universe can't give me what I want with the progress I made? That it had to tease me? I just want to make it clear I want to know how to have my ex back and be happy and have money that I want the job I want. I am not looking to love someone or else or move on to someone else it want my ex back the man I love. Does everyone get that?
I get it We both want the same miracle with different people I have pined, been full of rage, profoundly depressed , hopeless everything negative with no relief for a few years Then I stumbled across LOA which led me to Veronica on You Tube and then this forum. You never have to give up just give up the obsessive thoughts and the really bad feelings find you and with it appreciation for any little thing that brings a glimmer I understand completely for a while NOTHING ment anything but my obsession getting him back which set me back with my desires financially and socially now with the tools I have learned I know with all my soul I am going to turn a corner soon and yes he will be back to me its all about letting go of the desperation read some of the wonderful posts go back to the earlier ones there are a lot of success stories and the common thread is Gratitude and BELIEVE
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I just feel like I have the tools I ve read the books time and again and it doesn't work
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I just feel like I have the tools I ve read the books time and again and it doesn't work
Reading is not enough you have to believe what you are reading I know For a few months I read everything I could find but I wasn't applying it I thought I was but in reality I was still resisting as I was depressed angry and thinking negative thought such as " I hate my job I want a better job with more money" " I hate my life I want my life with him back" even if you do that for a few minutes you are resisting Now I think "I love the filing part of my job" or " I have my love back We are soulmates he thinks of me" understand? Instead of thinking or saying " I hate not having the money for the clothes I want" I think "thank you Universe for the sweater that keeps me warm"
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I just feel like I have the tools I ve read the books time and again and it doesn't work
I have never manifested anything when I have felt really low and depressed, never!
Only visualise what you want, not what you don't want!. Going over things and worrying continually is visualising what you don't want. If you do get the odd worrying thought, that doesn't matter as long as it doesn't spiral out of control to make you feel bad. The main aim is to feel good. Think now how would you feel if you were in the relationship of your dreams, great! and hold on that that feeling as long as possible. you have to be patient and not put a time limit on your manifestation, because its coming! And I didn't make it clear in my post before the real meaning of letting go but Barbidoll has explained now. Letting go is really important.
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I feel so much love for him I know that. It felt mutual...I feel like I could just be saying that idk. It still feels like it could be mutual. I m not gonna text him at all today unless he contacts me. I really hope that he will though. I wanted a miracle yesterday like a nye be my girlfriend request from him. I'm fine with that not happening now but I want it so bad. I felt soooo much amazing love with him this whole month it was incredible. Like when we weren't together even. I even started trying to warm my family up to him coming back....
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