I understand how you feel, let the feelings flow out don't hold back, it is part of the healing process. Then when you feel strong again concentrate on doing things to make you happy. He will be missing you too, but you must concentrate on yourself. You can't be hard on yourself. It's horrible I totally know what you are going through. You will get him back but you need to get yourself happy and focus on you.  I woke up in the middle of the night crying so I'm not there just yet but I feel better now.

@awsomepeace
After crying for hours now feeling a bit calm .. I was trying to make my self diverted but for the 1st time I had failed .. my tears were just flowing and from inside I was feeling as if someone was squeezing my heart .. this pain was unbearable!!  But now at this moment I am alone on my bed calm .. feeling a but relief.
Thankyou for your advice !
Means a lot !!

Last edited by Jui (1/01/2016 4:42 am)