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6 months ago my guy and I separated after I caught him cheating. He had treated me badly, left me when I suffered a miscarriage. He blocked every means of communication. I spent months feeling depressed and crying. However, in me, no matter how bad things seemed to be I still want him back. I feel his not even happy. Then I came across The Secret and LOA. I watched videos about manifestation, tried one and somehow manifested him to call as early as 2am on October using a different number. After that never heard from him again. It left me sad again and although I can't see his FB account, there are people who would tell me keeps posting pictures of him and the new girl. I was about to lose hope and came across with Veronica and this forum. She and you all helped me restore my hopes. I tried the 25 day challenge and the superman game. It did not work. I am visualizing and it starts good then all I see is a picture of him and the other girl. Veronica told me everything happens for a reason and since i already throw to the universe my desire I have to patiently wait for it to happen. I have to be happy. This was a struggle for me. I almost lose my hope. However, the thought that somehow my desire would not exist if it doesn't in him as well. I watched some more videos about LOA. I realized that somehow I am attached of the end results but LOA teaches us to let go. It creates resistance thus manifestation would not happen. I came across a video that an LOA coach advices to accept that we are attached with the result. By accepting it, it releases resistance. It will let us find a way to leave with it in a way it will not get in the way of manifesting our desire. But I don't know how to do this. I asked Veronica, and what she said is for me to be happy and at ease knowing my desire is about to happen. I have to be ready to receive it because the only that blocks it is me. So when I was in Bali and Bangkok for my job, I tried to work on myself. Try to appreciate the things I have. A day before I have to come here in Doha, I did not even taught of him. I did not care whether he will come back or not. I arrived in Doha around 2am on 23rd of December. I slept and woke up noticing a message in phone via Skype (an application I haven't used for a long time). It was from him. We just chat asking how each other are doing like a friendly conversation. Then I remember he still has some things in my place that needs to be given to him and some souvenirs on my trip. (I bought him souvenirs because I felt like one day I will see him and will give it to him). He asked we met up for a coffee. We talked for maybe an hour. In that span of time, he told me he is on the process of breaking up with the new girlfriend. He said she has a bad attitude. He had been thinking of doing it for 2 months now. She is not like me and he misses me. He had been thinking of contacting me but something is preventing him from doing it. I can't hardly believe it but I was happy. He never asked for us to be back together. Before we parted, he said to keep in touch. But never heard from him again like he disappear again. Veronica said let the universe to put the pieces altogether. I feel it's about to come. I just need your advice for those who had almost similar situation. Thanks.
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Let go of you deep-seated fear. Recite this whenever you can: "Please, heal my fear-based thoughts" And recite hooponopono: "I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you." These will ease your fear and that's probably why he is coming and going. Remember that you create everything.
Also continue with visualizations. Don't be discouraged. What happens now are a result of your past mindset. Right at this moment, you are creating your new reality.
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Thank you. I will surely try that.
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I believe that in myself it is so hard to let go and that is what is holding everything back. Vera is right your fear and resistance come from deep within I am going to take her advice as well lets see what happens You were able to let go long enough for things to happen Look at what you manifested!! You have it in you to do this
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January11, that is amazing how you manifested him to contact you on the 23rd. I would be ecstatic if I were you! Only think that he's going to be so happy to you see you!! You are marrying him!!
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Thank you for the motivation. Its such so nice to have tou guys. Even though it seems he disappeared, I know that he will communicate again. I will try what vera said.