I believed I would start my own business I was adamant. Somehow I managed to get a business loan. Things have gone a bit off because of my recent heart ache. But in the new year I'm going full steam ahead. I'm a single mum with 3 young children. I didn't realise but I applied Loa. And I got a huge loan. You can do it. Believe in yourself and others will too. Picture yourself doing what it is you dream of doing. And the path will manifest.

I have my own business now :-)
Many years back I started to hate the office job i did and I felt like taken for granted, I felt I am able to do better.
Even though I studied in the evening and weekends for five years to get a business degree while working daily full hours and now I had the degree. I realized it wasnt waste as it taught me a lot but I never want to be a manager. So I kept asking a question all the time: What I will be good at? What will be my business?
Then it seemed we will have a business with my boyfriend, it really excited me, to be my own boss.
But then we split up. I kept asking the same question. Then one thing let to another.
And then I couldnt take it in the last office i was working at, wanted to leave, my boss somehow liked me and she didnt want me to leave, i told her that a lot has changed in my life and the only way i can stay is to have 10 hours a week less so i have time for myself. Believe it or not she agreed. Then I took that opportunity and took another courses, this time healing practisionar, I also started to teach English as I felt my English is too good and people in my country are hardly on that level. so I did.
I developed my website, then another one. I worked the nights to think, to work, to do everything possible to start my business, i moved to parents so I can pay the fees for the courses I did. I knew it was hard there and everyone was telling me to leave that its insane but I knew I have to sacrifice if I want to be free one day.

Now I know it was a good choice, Year ago I decided to leave the company fully, since that time I am selfemployed. Not saying things are easy and I still work on myself, as the hardest part when you are your own boss and you have no security is the fear and doubt which creeps in.

But when I could have done it , so can you. I earn normal living, just about but I know I will get better. I have know customers who thank me, who like my website and articles, who send me thank you emails and ask for advice, who love my healing and are happy they can talk to someone as we are happy to talk to Veronica, I also teach English and my clients love me and I love them.

before my work was to support people and be their mat, work in excel which was boring me to death.

now I have such fulfilling job that I would never go back even if I would have to go back living in my parents :-)
its true that is my biggest fear as I dont get along with my mother but I feel I will manage this time

anyway the things is, dont plan the worst scenarious, that is keeping you stuck, i had the same i realized that i wanted something and then my mind was preparing lots of back up plans, like if it comes to the worst, I will sell my car, I will go to parents I will go back to work, stop stop

dont plan too much, just know the end result, if you dont know what you are good at, just keep asking the question to yourself and dont look for the answer, the answer will come when you dont expect it, as everything :-)

if its possible start your business and work at the same time, go and study if its possible, prepare yourself mentally and also in the real world, when its the best time to go fully into your business, you will know

lots of entrepreneurs started the way i did, they kept their daily job for a while and worked in their free time as you usually start your business in the field which is your hobby so you even dont mind
hope it helps

MrsPlaha wrote:

Its really not as bad as you think it is. I am
Self employed with my business. I have had it for 14 months now and in Nov I left my part time job (was only 2 days a week) to fully focus on my business. I already have a business degree but I decided to have a complete career change and have started studying again now as well as running my business on the side. And i definitely didnt live in my car. My business has been quite successful in the first year, for me to manage to go on 3 holidays this year too! Also my clients love me and tend to recommend me to their fam/friends too. I dont look for clients, they find me 😊

such a great example of positive beliefs/positive story in action! 

yes you will manage, I even recently rented a flat which is twice as much as I can afford, I have been here two months and my monthly income has risen so I can so far afford it quite well :-)
sometimes all you need is the brave decision and trusting and the Universe responds immediately
I am sure you will be fine and will love your new challenge