Okay I am getting some attention. A guy who rejected me once is contacting and even wants to hang around with me sometime.
Universe, wrong guy is being delivered. I'm sending him back
The funny thing is, sending wrong guys only makes my feelings for him stronger.
I'm liking the whole home alone with makeup on thing. Every time I look in the mirror, I feel like starting a few extra minutes because I actually look nice lol.

3 back to back deliberate manifestations today. Game up! I've finally hit my zone. It's weird how easy it is and a lot of us get stuck because there's so much contradictory information. Now if I see a video that says something that puts a limit in my intention, I simply go "Sure, that's in your universe. In mine, that option is on the menu" and now I can move forward without being bothered.
One more thing I've been doing since today that's actually helping me up my manifestation game and relaxing is facing my fears. Earlier I was scared to do certain things or my positive mood/living in the end result experience would be targeted by a weird heaviness. I've been doing this, I stop everything and I sit and I ask myself, " what's bothering you". Then I get something that puts a limitation. I let it come. I see it. Then I say thanks to it because it's my mind's instinct to protect me. I say something like thank you so much for trying to protect me, but I trust myself. I am a newer improved version of myself with all the power and that situation was created by me, and it's gone. Now I'm deliberately creating my good things ( just get the hint, there's nothing specific I tell myself, whatever comes in my head based on my emotions at that point, letting it flow automatically makes me feel better). I actually feel lighter because it's not sneaking in my head anymore.
I mean there are tonnes of way out there and something that personally caused me trouble earlier was the fact that there's contradictory information. But there's something that a friend's psychiatrist told my friend back when he was in therapy, " whatever you do, make sure it sits right with your value system". I understood the relevance of that statement back then but now I see it in a much better light.
There's a lot of debate about free will. I think in my universe there isn't because a) it makes me feel super powerful knowing I can change anything in a second, which actually helped me with the 3 manifestations I mentioned earlier. b) when I traced my past, every single thing has been related to a belief I held on to c) I have had a habit of blaming myself for everything around me even before I even heard about LOA. Why not take advantage of that habit and give myself credit for all the good stuff!!
Maybe in someone else's there is, maybe believing in free will and higher power gives someone else the state it takes to manifest something. Maybe it does.
Point being, everything is relative to our own perspective. If something doesn't sit right with me, I'll just say screw it, that's not how it works in my world and life gets easier.
I've set a belief that I need to be on a properly calculated structured diet even with all the heavy exercise to lose weight. I'm going to change that now. In my world, sticking to a healthy diet that makes me feel good helps me hit my goal figure now.
Why make things difficult when there's an easier way to pull stuff off?

no problem! I have been focusing so much on me and happiness. it was a great weekend! I went to a model home and really got into the feeling of having that new home- I had focused sooo long on HIM that I forgot all about ME!! so I am done with all of that- universe knows my desire...all energy off him and onto my new home. but I walk thru and imagine us living there and I even told the model home agent that I will be engaged soon and gave her my fiancés name and told her how we met  

I hear ya--for the longest time I was like  why do I let go if I want him? why am I detaching if I want him ?? but Andrea Shulman is a great LOA coach I watched one of her videos about Letting Go vs Detachment. Its really just detaching your self of the outcome. the "wanting" part is whats holding us back...wanting means LACK.  Because she explains the Universe already has my request..just because I stop focusing on him and stop scripting and stop everything pertaining to him..doesn't mean he wont be back. It means that I am trusting that its ALREADY DONE.  for both of us...its already done   so now is the time we relax...and focus on US. and honestly. for me anyway..I am finding the more I love myself and focus on other things...he has faded away..and not in a bad way..just that I don't think about him as much as I did before. I guess that's why so many people day when they just stopped that's when the other person came back. we know what we want..we placed our order..devine timing is at work  

Tell you what, I'm already inviting you over to our wedding next year. Since you'll receive a lot of credits in my wedding speech for helping me out so much throughout