And actually I'll go a bit further hoping it'll shock you into stepping back and sorting yourself out.

You were lucky not to be issued with a restraining order with your 'love'. If you had behaved that way with me, I would have issued one. And I have done with someone very similar.

This is a woman you have known for days and you are already think you are entitled to contact her when you want and have her respond within your time frame. 3 hrs isn't long. At all.  And you're already saying 'WHO is more important than me, WHO is she talking to?' And WHO is she driving to see?. It is none of your business. She is a woman you've met a few times, you have no say about what she does or with who. It is very worrying that you think this way.

It is frightening that you think it has anything to do with you at all and will quickly become frightening to her.

As happened with your 'love'. And then you still didn't stop. You had no respect for her wishes and became enraged when she did'nt do what you wanted. You are transferring obsession to another person. You will end up in court this time if you don't nip this in the bud and seek Psychiatric help.

And I say this with care for you. A LOA forum is not the best place for someone with obsessive and possessive behaviour. It increases the inappropriate and unwanted (by the other person) thoughts.

And if I get deleted or banned - I'll accept that.

I don't think it takes a guru to recognise damaging behaviour. And if you'd read all the posts you wouldn't be flippant about it.

On any other chat forum it would be picked up quickly as out of the ordinary but on a LOA forum it's often inadvertently encouraged 'hey, go YOU! You'll get what you want, don't let reality set you back, she must want you if you want her, ignore her saying she wants you to leave her alone - she just can't handle her strong feelings for you, it's a good sign if you're blocked on everything, yeah she messaged you to say again, leave her alone but that means she's thinking of you! Yeah, seeing her name today is definitely a sign you're on the right path etc etc

LOA forums are manna from heaven for an obsessive/stalker/harasser.

I see even on loa forums, people say leave your person alone and work on you. 

Maybe I look at the wrong forums, but I never see people say "he/she ignores you that means not to leave them alone"

Veronica,cherished,etc in the past would always tell people go no contact and only respond if the person initiates

Thanks guys.

So like, just an update. I went on whatsapp today to talk with a friend, noticed her profile picture isn't there anymore. Her "last seen" whatever doesn't show up either. 

So, anyway, I just sent her a short message wishing her a good day.

Two check marks. Not one.  - So that's a good sign I guess?

But if she didn't block me, she's hidden her privacy settings for whatever reason. 

Anyway, doesn't sound too good. 
I'll keep you all updated
 

Easier said than done but try not to react to it. It's way too easy to get caught up with things like that. You're a good looking guy and I'm sure in time you'll be able to find someone who'll make you happy. Your relationship with yourself should always come first though. I understand how lonely being single can be but once you're able to love yourself to the extent that you know you'll be a-ok alone that's when the magic happens.