Since how long have you been introduced to LOA? It is not something which will heal you instantly let me tell u that.....LOA is like a guide who is there beside you in your journey towards your desires.....its a kind of a "faith" that yes things will fall back in place.....I was, infact we have all been in that "zone" when everything is terrible and we cried all the time, but trust me, this will pass.......

When I came to the forum 3 months back, I was in a bad shape and all I did was listen to LOA Videos, Read everything possible and cry cry cry/////////// I got a huge helping from this form, especially from Sanshi and honestly, today here I am completely changed and detached from the outcome. 

This will also happen to you trust me, dont force anything, you are already doing great job, even if you feel u are taking 2 steps back, be it...you will go ahead. Loa will make it happen, just dont force yourself to feel good, this just takes sometime. Be involved in whatever you can (everyone says this- but this is the most important part i feel) 
after I manifested my dream job, I am soooooooo busy that I dont get the time to think of anything. You need to be busy and think of him when it feels good. 
Listen to Abraham and try to be in the "Vortex" even if its for a few minutes. U will make it. I am sure.

I know it is hard, I have been diagnosed with small depression and offered medication.
LOA is great but maybe ya should consider hiring a therapist to help ya out too.

Mental health disorders can be hard to live with, I live with a few, as Tessy has also said I think professional help might be a good idea, I'm on medication now which has decreased how often I have low spells.

I'm talking from experience but things do get better, I'm in a much better place than I was a year ago and I feel like a totally different person. Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain, this is something you have no control over and in this case medication will do wonders for you. Easier said than done, I know but I've been there, let the doctor and the medication deal with the illness and you focus on getting aligned with what you desire and watching it all flow to you. 

​The Law Of Attraction isn't just something you can learn over night. Yes we're using it all the time but it takes time to understand it and it's perfectly normal to have low moments especially if you're suffering with Mental Health. I suffer with Paranoia, Depression and Anxiety so I understand how tough it can be at times. Whenever I'm feeling down, I like to meditate, go for long walks, scripting and write affirmations