Thank you, Cheer. I think my problem is actually applying the methods. I understand them in my head but my emotions still overrun me, and it's hard for me to turn around. Does it just take practice?

Another thing is like I mentioned before, I always seem to manifest things after I've stopped thinking about it. I don't think I've ever intentionally manifested something by visualizing or anything like that. But I'm not sure. His text came out of the blue, I didn't do much to make that happen. So my confusion lies with what is really making my manifestions happen.

Veronica has said many times that manifestation takes time and there's a lot going on outside of our knowledge, things happening behind the scenes in order to make our manifestations happen. But eight months to manifest one text? Obviously I'm not doing this very well. I don't know why I'm being so negative about it. I guess it's just a matter of overcoming all the limiting beliefs in my head that tell me I can't do this.

I have manifested things after I've stopped thinking about them too, when I have not been trying so hard and feeling relaxed. The thoughts were always there on and off about it and I beleive that it happened because it had been previously on my mind a lot. 

DreamWalker wrote:

Another thing is like I mentioned before, I always seem to manifest things after I've stopped thinking about it. I don't think I've ever intentionally manifested something by visualizing or anything like that. But I'm not sure. His text came out of the blue, I didn't do much to make that happen. So my confusion lies with what is really making my manifestions happen.

Cheer wrote:

I have manifested things after I've stopped thinking about them too, when I have not been trying so hard and feeling relaxed. The thoughts were always there on and off about it and I beleive that it happened because it had been previously on my mind a lot. 

 

That's a good point! The few months after our breakup I was thinking about him a lot but in a negative way. After a while I started moving on and forgiving him, and began to think about him in a positive way instead. So it's entirely possible that it only took a month or two for this text to manifest after I started thinking positively.

Cherished wrote:

Things can only manifest when you are not resisting them. And you resist things by holding a vibration that is opposite to what you want. So when you all have walked away and relaxed and loosened up your grip on your manifestation, what you've actually done is raised your vibration and released resistance. And the MOMENT you do it, BAM, in comes your stuff! It's about trusting the process, loving yourself, and believing that everything works out if you just make the effort to get happy! If you are trying to manifest something and it's been AGES in coming and your thoughts are all rosy and positive? THEY ARE NOT! 😊 If you dig around a little, you will be sure to find some fear, some disappointment, some anger.. Or at least too much of noticing that your stuff is MISSING! Once you know what your desire is, you only do processes to raise your vibe. So you do them if they FEEL GREAT. Otherwise, you go off and find anything at all that does feel good. And you just hold your vibration steady in a state of positivity and KNOWING that your desire is well and truly on its way.

I know that I held onto some resentment for a while but over the past couple months I have truly felt nothing but good things towards him. However, I have done a lot of thinking about how he's not here yet, or wondering how he'd come or what'd he say. Especially now that I finally got a text from him. I mean I was really excited to get it but since it was just a "hello" I'm like.. that's it.. why didn't he say more.. if he waited eight months to say hello, why the heck would he message me again anytime soon? It's so hard not to wonder things like that but I know it's doing no good.

I think the only way I'm going to move forward is to try and forget about it. Not give up but just push him out of my mind. After all we haven't spoken in so long, it's not like I need him in my life. Yesterday I was so positive, like SO positive. I felt so confident because he messaged me and I visualized before bed and it felt so good, and today is like I'm in a whole new mindset. Questioning myself, questioning him, questioning everything.

You're so positive all the time Cherished. I admire that so much. My problem doesn't seem to be raising my vibration but keeping it high. I also think that I raise my vibration and expect things to happen because of it too, and that's not the right way to go about it. I have a lot I need to overcome.