Start reading some of the articles under "Immediate Alignment" board. I'm sure you will have some A-HA moments after. Then stay STILL. Be very still. That means you need to relax your mind by not thinking of anything. I usually meditate. If you are new to meditation, there are 5-minute guided meditations on YouTube that you can use.

I just published a thread about accepting full responsibility for your current situation (just go to my profile and check my post). When you learn to take responsibility for EVERYTHING in your life right now, you will be more conscious of what you created and what you are about to create in your reality. And you will have more control of your life. 

When will my brain just click and I will fully believe and let everything go ? I'm ready for my miracles I'm ready for restoration

I'm in the same place or was and am pulling myself out.   I've a a hell of a time the last 15 years.  Starting from the death of my daughter, divorce, my ex passing and the final blow, my ex fiance taking me for an enormous amount of money.  There were times I felt there was a black cloud over me.  I went to a vibrational sound therapist and have been doing sound therapy along with mediation,  chakra balancing and essential oils.  I'm feeling a little more positive.   I think when life throws so much heavy stuff at you, it's normal to think there is something wrong with us.  Its not.  However, subconsciously,  there is still negative doubtfull thinking that must he changed.   So you need to change your subconscious thoughts.   I also listen to subliminal messages while I sleep.  There are a ton on you tube.  Even though I know consciously my life is just about to explode with good, there's that little ass deep inside that tells me no. I'm kicking her ass out   hang in there, do the work and it will change!!!!

Last edited by One angel (3/05/2016 12:29 pm)

TheGiver wrote:

One angel wrote:

I'm in the same place or was and am pulling myself out. I've a a hell of a time the last 15 years. Starting from the death of my daughter, divorce, my ex passing and the final blow, my ex fiance taking me for an enormous amount of money. There were times I felt there was a black cloud over me. I went to a vibrational sound therapist and have been doing sound therapy along with mediation, chakra balancing and essential oils. I'm feeling a little more positive. I think when life throws so much heavy stuff at you, it's normal to think there is something wrong with us. Its not. However, subconsciously, there is still negative doubtfull thinking that must he changed. So you need to change your subconscious thoughts. I also listen to subliminal messages while I sleep. There are a ton on you tube. Even though I know consciously my life is just about to explode with good, there's that little ass deep inside that tells me no. I'm kicking her ass out hang in there, do the work and it will change!!!!

Damn what a story! But go you for kicking ass!!!!
 

 
Thanks! I'm not 100% there but I'm working at it!

One angel wrote:

I'm in the same place or was and am pulling myself out.   I've a a hell of a time the last 15 years.  Starting from the death of my daughter, divorce, my ex passing and the final blow, my ex fiance taking me for an enormous amount of money.  There were times I felt there was a black cloud over me.  I went to a vibrational sound therapist and have been doing sound therapy along with mediation,  chakra balancing and essential oils.  I'm feeling a little more positive.   I think when life throws so much heavy stuff at you, it's normal to think there is something wrong with us.  Its not.  However, subconsciously,  there is still negative doubtfull thinking that must he changed.   So you need to change your subconscious thoughts.   I also listen to subliminal messages while I sleep.  There are a ton on you tube.  Even though I know consciously my life is just about to explode with good, there's that little ass deep inside that tells me no. I'm kicking her ass out   hang in there, do the work and it will change!!!!

Thank you for sharing your story ! I also listen to subliminals while I sleep every night for months now