YesIWILL wrote:

PrettyFlamingo wrote:

YesIWILL wrote:

I don't want to scare her... I hope I didnt... I really want her back in my life though and I want to know that, if I did scare her so badly like the other person said, that I can still get her back...

It was this year you sent her a parcel and told us about it here. You said her sister kicked off about it.

Yeah. I'm remembering that now. I thought it was the previous year but I was mistaken...


Guys... I just want to know if I can be back with her after all of this... I Love her...

Because after those posts my vibe is super low today... :/

Lifesagas wrote:

Look at it from her point of view - you wrecked her life for a while. You've admitted that.

You harassed her with hundreds of messages and frightened her and I guarantee she looked over her shoulder every day for months to see if you were there.

When someone harasses you it makes you frightened of your 'phone and social media which should be fun things to use and keep in touch with people. It makes you worried to go out in case they're there.

So you're in your own home where you should feel safe and you don't because message after message of varying degrees of emotional instability are coming through. Veering from I love you to you're a horrible person and all in between and when they pretend none of this ever happened and just send a friendly message of 'hey I saw this today' or 'I miss you' it's even more frightening because it's like they expect you to forget everything that happened before or they're so mentally unwell they don't remember it or don't think it matters. Especially if they've been quiet for a while and you think they've moved on and you've relaxed a bit.

And blocking them doesn't help that much because you're still worried about what they're saying.

I can't speak for the woman you're talking about but the above is probably how she felt. I can only speak for me and say that I would never be with the man that did that to me. Never.

And years later he STILL thought he loved me and we were meant to be together and he probably still does. We never were meant to be together and he never loved me though I know he thinks he does but that isn't love, it's obsession.

If we were meant to be together- i'd be there. I'm not.

Oookay.  I wasn't THAT creepy. far from it...

But this is LoA... So I can still be with her again right? I know she's the one...

PrettyFlamingo wrote:

I stopped... and that was one gift for Christmas a few years back which I told her I'd send around the time we were still talking...


... and I completely understand where you're coming from... it did bring my vibe down a lot though... can I still get her back? I really do love her... So much.

I thought that was this January?

Last January I think? Oh crap maybe it was... it was stuff I told her I was getting her when we were on good terms... but I thought the last time I talked with her was 2 years ago? Maybe... wait August 2016 was the last time we spoke. Okay so that's a good thing I guess... still kinda brought my vibe down.

Thanks PF! AND Blue, I'm not spamming.  If I'm ever having trouble it's alright for me to post. Many have posted more topics more than I have.

I'm trying to stay positive, thanks pf. Today I took a day simply to relax and focus oh me. I'm currently watching it's always sunny

Alycat1110 wrote:

I had depression wheb I was in my early 20's and now I have received treatment and have been diagnosed with Anxiety not depression. I mean if I look on Abraham's Emotional Scale it is so obvious that I'm so far from alignment but I really feel helpless.

Also, I have been in my relationship happily for almost a full year. Like on top of the world love. How can I continue to come from a place of alignment and make positive improvements to myself so that I am in love with me so I can be all I am and receive the same back from my partner.

Often times, with anxiety comes depression. That sense of helplessness and numbing sounds like depression to me. I feel the same way, if it's any consolation. What I've been doing to help it has been watching Veronica's videos and just ignoring any issues I've got by distracting myself or watching a movie/tv series so that I can live in that moment. I wish you the best of luck! I have no idea how to get past that, let alone manifest my girl back, but I know you can get past this!!!