I'm not sure where to start. I've visited the forum everyday for about two weeks. That's how long I've been watching Veronica's videos. To be honest I've been trying to attract him back for a month before that. I did a lot of soul searching, a lot of praying, a lot of meditating, too much worrying. 

I have watched video after video on how to win back your ex and how to use LOA to attract back your love. Now, I can tell you that I am a strong believer. I'm a believer in having complete and utter faith. 

Now, I did break the no contact rule. Before I had really started manifesting my desire I had taken the logical route on how to win back my ex. Almost everywhere they suggest 30 days. I went my thirty days and was pretty much an emotional roller coaster. I knew I had to stay positive if I wanted this to work, but there were times it was too hard. I'm a believer that if you want something you must act. I acted. When my thirty days was up, I sent him a letter in the mail. I kept it short, simple, and didn't mention once about how much I missed him or how hurt I had been. 

Just today, I knew I was going to blow it if I couldn't keep my vibration up. I knew today was the day that he would be getting the letter in the mail. I knew what time he would be getting home from work and what time he would be reading that note. I knew I was going to overthink it and hold my desire back from becoming reality. I stayed extra late at work to distract myself, got home did more cleaning than I have in the past month, did a load of laundry, and started a yoga video to get my mind off of things.

Ten minutes into my workout, my phone started to ring. My mom had been texting me, so I figured it was just her. I was in no hurry to answer it. I picked it up and as I was sliding it open to answer, I realized it was his caller ID. 

I am a classic case of "he wanted nothing to do with me, he blocked me on all social media, would not respond to any of my emails, messages..." the list goes

Any advice to got aligned?

Last night was NYE. I had a little too much to drink at a house party and started giving things away of my ex. I happened to give away a sports jersey to an almost stranger. Today when we all woke up the same guy was wearing a sweatshirt from his old fraternity. The fraternity was the same as my ex's. I'm getting stronger feelings everyday!

I've been manifesting a reconciliation with my ex for about a week now. I have really positive moments where I feel completely normal and absolutely happy. Like anyone going through a break-up there are moments of complete sadness. No matter what I do everything reminds me of my ex. There have been some weird things popping up here and there in the past couple of days that typically bring me to think, "Is the Universe telling me to keep pursuing this? Is my manifestation working?"

For example:
-my ex's favorite number on street sign;
-his iPhone passcode happened to be the store number on my IHOP ticket;
-the same type of car he drives;
-his name literally everywhere;
-a song we said was one of ours came on the radio as soon as I turned it on;
-while riding with my friend she kept taking wrong turns and literally passed all of the spots my ex and I had our best memories;
-Today, I was leaving a grocery store and ran into a guy I had once dated (not the ex I'm manifesting, but an ex none the less)...

I'm fairly new to all of this, so I need advice. Am I seeing signs or am I just manifesting the signs?