Control is a problem for me. Trusting that things will work out the way they are meant too, that the universe will indeed hear me is difficult. I have doubt, after all we have gone through I have doubt that he can let it go and forgive me. That I am meant to be with him. Any help would be greatly appreciated, mantras to say to your self or tricks on how to just have faith. Thanks

I need some support. I know I love him, I know that we are meant to be but I am tired of always staying postive with no steps in the right direction. I feel doubt, I can't help it.
 

Neutral feelings, but better than doubt so I will take them. I am just accepting. Accepting the past and accepting the future. I love this man and I know we will be together. 
 

Slowly seeing things, positive things
 

I have been on a different journey lately but I am ready to come back to this. I love this man, I know he is the one for me. I finally feel emotionally ready to be here.