Mariella,

             I see it's been a couple of months but in the future, you should check out the work by Neville Goddard which talks about manifesting an sp or a specific person. I know it sounds like things with your man didn't work out but I can tell you I have used Neville's techniques to find true love.

I figured with Valentine's Day coming up it may be worth messaging you just in case you feel stuck or like you're in a rut?

I just wanted to say I just bumped into this forum and absolutely love reading all the Neville Goddard discussions. he is the real deal as I have used his methods to manifest many things in my life. 

Read his book feeling is the Secret. It is my favorite without a doubt!