Some time ago I just get acquainted with someone who I think is quite interesting after a long time waiting for it without forcing it to happen. Actually I was quite confused how the introduction incident could occur, but I thought it was the result of my manifestation of trying to let go of the desire to get to know him even though I already knew who he was. As before it happened I tried to stay away from him for the target of 5 days even though the realization just 4 days. But after that happened it seemed like he knew that I had an interest in him, or something else that I didn't know why. What I know is that when it happens there is one of his friends around me and maybe he heard my conversation with my friends about what happened during the incident or whatever my friends talking about it, then he told this to his friend who is someone who I am amazed with. Then after 1 hr, he tweeted some words that describe disgusting. Then in the early morning tweeted something that means fed up with someone's behavior, or something that shows someone needs affection from him. But im 100% sure i dont do something that pretends like i need his affection in front of him because after that incident he is gone. But I am really sure that one of his friends told him, im not regretting or feeling sad if he doesn't interest me. but there's something that I regret, that was his tweet that makes me think that he judges me as a poor human being. I just can't stop thinking what people think of me. As i often meet him as he is a new barista at my fav coffee shop. So when im visiting there, I always feel really insecure when I know that he's there. 

[color=#222222]Everything likes escalated very quickly, after that incident i think my law of attraction runs pretty well but after i know what he tweeted i just dont know what to do. Because i think it wasnt fair and it wasnt even my fault. I tried to let go everything that i want with him, pretending like i already g