My last post a few months back told of how I texted his number and was told he didn't have that number by the person on the other end of the phone .
Well since than I've been doing a lot of reading , keeping busy with my home business . Loving life having fun . Working on me and my relationship with friends and family .
I've started watching Neville Goddard and Anges Vivirelli on YouTube . Things were getting really good and I'm feeling positive even though on the outside I don't see my manifestation .
I did the video to manifest a text again today , but I also felt like I wanted to text his number again out of curiosity . I guess maybe that wasn't a good move .
I again got a return text , I asked who it was and they said Steve , well he isn't Steve , but I felt funny because it felt like I was talking Jay , even the way he texted I felt it was him .
We talked and I guess I really expected him to say who he really was , which he didn't . Maybe it was Steve , idk .
Anyway it took me completely off track , everything I learned , read , everything for that moment was lost and I'm here crying like a baby ..,
No no this can't happen so I start over , and think of all the things in my life that are working .... This is so hard right now . Any ideas to help me get back on track ? Thank you