So last year, i had a huge crush on someone. I manifested him to like me back. But he was in relationship for 4 yrs. I learned to be contented seeing him in my friendlist. I always sent him love by just staring at his pictures. Asking universe to send me someone like him or him exactly because i know, deep inside my heart, we are meant to be. I know i deserve him. After months, we became friends. We talked a lot about studies. Suddenly he broke up with his girlfriend and started to court me. He said he fell inlove with me. It was a dream come true. I was the happiest. I finally got the man of my dreams. But lately, Feb to April, we were constantly arguing. I was always pushing him away and telling him to go back to his ex (since i became pregnant in February) i started to take him for granted real bad and emotionally and verbally abused him. I thought i won't lose him anyway because he is so kind and always tolerating me. One day,he just couldnt deal with me anymore and broke up with me. April 30, 2019. I became too depressed and all. He went back to his ex, just like what i always told him. He said he will still be a father to our baby but cannot love me anymore cause i treated him bad.
I realized i manifested him to go away and leave me. Now im trying to manifest him back, But im losing hope since he told me we will never be together again. He hates me cause he said i had hurt him emotionally and he fell out of love. Please anyone help me