Coincidences and Pam Grout E2 book experiments

Posted by AmberSky
4/08/2018 3:24 pm
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Hi all. I am new on this forum but have been experimenting with LOA for a couple of years with or without success. I have been on Lanie Stevens forum and did PW and then found Veronica's very inspiring videos on youtube. 
A couple of years ago I had a POI who was a bit of a difficult situation as he was in a relationship.
Now I have another POI. We have not met yet, I met him on facebook in one of the common interests groups. What is funny about this is that he is younger than me and I found him after trying to rekindle an old relationship from when I was in uni with a guy who was also younger than me at that time. I broke up with the first guy while in uni as I did not see a future with him due to the age difference. However now a divorce later I was thinking there was something refreshing about him, about the way he was, they things we used to talk about, books, psychology... and I missed that. Found him on fb but the spark and communication was not there, I made fun of some of his ideas and he blocked me but I did not care because I did not feel anything about him.
Then I find this other guy, J, who reminded me of my uni crush, same fresh ideas, same half madness and same music he is into... The funny thing is he broke up with his 3 years gf just a month prior to me finding him. He kept on pestering me to meet him but I needed to lose some weight first as I had let myself go a bit due to a bout of depression for the past couple of years so I gave him a target date for out date the end of April.
Today I came across a post here that led me to Victor Velure's channel where I heard of E2 book and I bought it from Amazon and decided to try one of the experiments, the one about asking the universe to give you a yes-no answer, to send you a sign about a question you have and also give the universe a deadline 48 hours. 
Since my online relationship with J is hot and cold, he comes and gets very close sometimes, texting, messaging me on facebook and whatsupp then disappears for a couple of days. I decided not to pester him but as I like him a lot I did some remote seduction on him for a week now, sometimes I send him mental messages during RS when I see he has been off line for a few hours and I send him the message to come back and the next moment he is back on line and likes one of my posts. That is how I know this works however in terms of understanding what his intentions towards me are,  from a romantic point of view, I have no clue and am confused. 
So I started reading this kindle book this morning and decided to do the yes-no experiment but asked for the answer by midnight today. I asked the universe to send me a message about whether or not he is interested romantically in me. I took a nap in the afternoon and when I wake up I see on youtube a random answer to one of my comments on a video, it was made from a strange profile and the comment was ' I will make you my concubine so  we can produce high quality humans together. See you soon.'.
I was quite shocked as J and I had a conversation a couple of years ago when he was asking me about whether or not I wanted babies and he told me he wanted a specific number and we were joking around producing high quality humans... Because the way we talk is like friends normally and he seems to have placed me in the friend zone however he randomly starts conversations about love and having babies... which I find strange. 
Now I wonder whether this message was indeed an answer to my question to the universe about whether or not he is thinking about me romantically. Because the message I got from the strange profile was totally off topic to the comment I made on youtube and very similar to what J and I have been talking privately... 

Another thing... since I started with the LOA exercise and wished to get a message from him too on fb and imagining hearing the beep alert sound of fb message  I seem to get random messages from random people however as it is not him I feel annoyed and frustrated like the universe is joking with me. 

What do you guys think? Am I going crazy? lol

I will do other experiments from the book too as the book is amazing and fun.

 


 
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