After thinking about this off and on since probably June, I have come to the conclusion that I no longer want to be needy or submissive towards people in general and especially people I adore.

Of course you may think "Oh well, thats good from a LOA perspective."
But there's more to it!

Being needy and submissive never served me purpose.

Who really wants to be in emotional turmoil all the time, for one?

I'd love to be the kinda b*tch who gets respect and who is taken seriously!
The kinda b*tch who is also dominant and an "alpha female" most likely in charge and running things.
Not the old me who went "OMG! I freakin' adore (my ex's name), only for her to practically go radio silent and not acknowledge me on social media or anything I've tried posting to cheer her up. (The only good thing was that I saw her in person late last June, and that was it.)
So DONE being the one obsessing over ppl.
And DONE being vulnerable with my feelings (UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY)
I'd rather ppl flock to ME. 💯

Thoughts? ^-^

Last edited by princessgirl87 (8/30/2017 1:19 am)