I've had a similar situation today after talking to my mother and her passing along information to me.
Been calming myself down by remembering that tomorrow is a new day. A lapse is not going to hurt me, it will only hurt me if I stay living in it. I did a lot of work getting myself into a better place, and I know how to do that again.
Now we both know what brings us down, we know not to indulge in it again.
Remember that people read your vibration and the possibilities based on that vibration. If you were shaken by one of the readings (and I'm guessing you were because you opted for a second one), of course the other one would be different, because your emotional reaction would have impacted your vibration. And of course the first one would feel unsatisfactory because you were looking for reassurance rather than trusting yourself and believing.
This is how I'd read it: at best, the readings accurately picked up on your vibration, so you know what you're putting out and that you want to change that. At worst, the psychics can't be all that psychic if they're telling you different things! 
It is ok. It will be ok. Tomorrow is a new day and we will both aim for a better tomorrow. 
