Blue wrote:
Remember to only give your attention to your desired reality. The more you think about what you don't want the more energy it gets and you end up manifesting and staying in the reality you don't want. Focus only on you two being loving towards each other, live in the end and don't worry about how everything else will fall into place.
I don't know what's stopping me from thinking in that light, and living like that. I keep myself stuck in the current reality. I think my worries stem from who she may or may not be seeing, who she's with, all the negative possibilties without me. And the fact that she hasn't shown any interest in even talking to me yet, meaning she still hates me.
I know those all have to do with my current reality, but I can't pull myself out of it. So that's the next step. I i need to find a way to push through that and live the life I desire. I know I'm the only one who can do that, but I don't know how. All I know is that I need to find a way.
Thank you for the advice