Keep your head up tumom. If you feel like you are at a stand still you will be at a stand still. I recommend using affirmations to change your thought process. Know that what you want is already yours and be happy with what is happening now. You will attract whatever it is you think about whether negative or positive. If you are missing him you will keep attracting that. Be thankful. Say
To yourself how thankful you are everyday that you already have what you desire
*hugs*
"You can be, do, and have whatever you want. You are the creator of your reality."