I feel back. I feel like on the top of the world. Suddenly 3 days ago instead of ignoring my fears, I faced them. I talked to them. I comforted them and told them that they were not real. As I gave my fear love and they just disappeared. I felt sense of accomplishment. I am so happy. I told myself that I wasn't this sobbing person. Its not me. I am the best of the best. I am so much powerful. I am so much worthy. I am most handsome person on this earth. I am the best there can be. And suddenly everything now feels normal to me as I used to be. The happy go lucky Person is back. My real self is back. I hanged out with my friend today and now my jokes are suddenly back. My friends are so surprised. They said there u are. Finally you did it, you are back. I let go my result finally. And at first I thought I would be loosing her but just as I let go, I felt so much more power and am so much positive that now she''ll be back. Anytime. And the moment she contacts me, she will find her old love back it was, happy, charming, confident, I feel like I can accomplish anything in this world. As if this world is actually created for me to enjoy. I love this feeling. Thank you God. You have been so kind to me. Thank you veronica.