Veronica's Law of Attraction Forum / suffering from depression and bad luck

**Posted by kenderley** 7/19/2018 4:17 am

Hi everyone
I'm new here. Anyways i joined this forum because i have been depressed for over 7 years and still struggling. I have fallen back in life. Every turn i take, everything i touch seems to not work out. I lot of times i feel so suicidal. I have been trying out loa on and off. It is difficult to be happy and optimistic when things arent going well. i dont want to say it out loud but the thing is that i am starting to realise there is a dark cloud of bad luck following me around. Yes, i am well aware every sentence i just typed is filled with negativity and complains. I am here looking for support.
Love & blessings,
kenderley

**Posted by PrettyFlamingo** 7/19/2018 11:30 am

The first thing I would say to you is stop thinking about bad luck, because it does not exist. Depression is an illness, and I hope you are getting the support/care/treatment you need. People are here to support you but we are not able to help with suicidal thoughts, sadly, and if you have those PLEASE seek professional help.

There is also a link that is pinned to the top of this sub-section by Serendipity that you may find helpful.

What is the first thing that you would like to change?

Last edited by PrettyFlamingo (7/19/2018 11:42 am)

**Posted by kenderley** 7/20/2018 12:36 am

thank you prettyflaming,
thing is, i don't even want to say out loud about things like bad luck. in fact i have never acknowledge it until recently because it has been going on for years. i remember as a kid my parents talking about me and calling me unlucky and i guess it made a deep impression on me as i grew up.
anyways i am reading a lot about loa these past months. i have successfully manifested small things like pouring rain in the hot summer heat (i live in india!), female traffic police all the way to work, and a whole bunch of things which i tried randomly!
I am yet to manifest the important things in my life... i guess i have to work with my inner peace and happiness.