I feel like crying I miss my love so much. I'm trying to be strong. I've been focus on my self and loving myself and I feel like he's coming back the more I do that like a gut feeling. But right now I feel so low and sad and I'm trying and I know I will get out of this funk but I just needed to get that out and vent. I'm getting better and I know things are getting better and my love will return back to me in due time the universe shows me all the time.