After all this time, I been feeling low about one thing for a little bit....I felt like I was being punished for something that could be resolved if we just worked it out together. He was sending me things, but still being kinda nasty, so I left him alone. Cuz my heart told me that he is acting on emotions, that he didn't mean it. To not think about it, I just wanted to heal myself at this point because I felt like I was dying. That I needed to break out of this limited nightmare.

He sent me another video, I responded, he said nothing. I again did not think anything of it and told myself I will not respond to him again until he says he is sorry......and he did......he finally said he was sorry. I started crying because that is literally the exact words I was looking for. More than anything because again he was acting on emotion, not on his true feelings. It was not an expectation from pride however, I just wanted him to see that he was in the wrong this time because we have a history and throwing it away would be a waste.

I had to let my heart lead this time as I worked on the healing process, I still have personal healing to do before I can reach the love vibration again. I love the idea of working with energy because I know that it is real. I had to keep going to experience life and I want to bring back ancient teachings that have been forgotten. I am so happy to hear him say those very words for I have needed to hear it more than anything. I am also grateful to my higher self for helping to guide me this far and I want to continue down this path once again. Guys I am just happy and I will continue going, I want to know what else is out there.

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