We all are on our soul journey no matter we want new flat or ex back or wedding. 
LOA teachings by veronica, Neville, Abraham Hicks all names you say
are to raise your vibrations. Check the photo, see where you are.
Raise your vibrations y changing thinking, feeling and believing. 
Meditate-Self Love Meditation. Neville's Live in the end. 

Everything what you are seeking, is seeking you. 
Lots of Love