So I found my sp was seeing his child’s mother this weekend. This weekend was my birthday dinner which he was suppose to go to. I texted him a lot of hurtful things because I was hurting... he hadn’t replied to anything until that day, he said “what are you talking about”....after the next day I told him what I found out, he did not respond. He also took me off Instagram the day I initially texted him. After I found this out, I have a hard believing I can have him back because my mind just keeps thinking there’s no way I can compete with her. I think maybe that’s why we never worked out. Obviously I do want him but I don’t know what to do...