So I have been single for 8 years and in that time I did my best to attract a relationship but I never got together with anyone. November 2018 I met a nice guy and we got along very well and we were very compatible, we went on 3 dates and he wanted me to be his gf after we decided to take it further I had to leave to another country for 2 months as part of my education. When I came back he changed completely and said that after 3 dates we shouldn't escalated things so fast. I didnt have much friends in college either but I could bare that like I would just talk to whoever talked to me or tried to make conversations with people...hangout etc etc Family isnt around as I am overseas studying. I have tried online dating and I liked this one guy but after the first date he didnt want to go on. I tried going on dates with others but so far I have found anyone. 

After so long I think I am starting to feel very lonely. Around me everyone is in a relationship and has someone they can depend on and I know it shouldnt get to me but the more alone I feel the harder it gets and the more I want to have a relationship. I know this could be bad for LOA....can someone help me with how I can not feel lonely or get that thought out of my head? Distraction is not working and every 5 mins I am thinking about it.