alston326 wrote:

SydneysMommy wrote:

So its awesome looking back at my post and seeing how people are struggling now. Its awesome for us both...for me to have even more appreciation that I've grown but more so that if you're struggling I'm part of a proof positive group of people that all tables can turn.

It was a five year relationship that ended abruptly because if stress, loss of money, success and flat out low vibrations from both us.

I put so much of me aside to cater to him Noe I think about it and grew ugly and resentful. I said things like who is HE to leave ME. I even go as low as thinking no one would want a single mom with debt,scars, starting over, living depressively with her parents because was a failure as a mate, mom, employee and financier. I drank myself to sleep and barely could fake it through the day...then I remembered the book The Secret. And all these pages popped up and I came here. Each day I read, got on YouTube and prayed and within two months of doubt and effort, he called. Mind you I said it happened WITH doubt AND effort.

In the area of doubt though I was so scared and nervous and disappointed.

So I tried it again. I doubled up on my teachings and shared with my friends and even challenged myself to good deeds expecting to get them back. I manifested free bagels, a raise, money, clothes for my infant and yes...my ex's affection.

One thing I felt unfair was he left without helping my raise OE enjoy our infant. I always said in my journalling that family i s beautiful and guys every weekend he is in town our kid and his kid do something together... Eventually I put my career and education in check because I want to raise our daughter out of this city...so I focused there...now things are lining up. I still was focused on our romance...but the universe brought something better back first!!!! Our Fun! We giggle all day. Send silly texts and there's some flirting.

Last night however ended normally with a goodnight text and he sent a kiss emoji...so I said I'd love one in person..he texted back...anytime babe...I said how bout now...he replied on my way...CAN I GET A HELLLLOOOOOO THERE!

When he came he hugged me and lifted me up by my butt and kissed me. I hugged his neck and he said what's wrong babe...I told him I just missed him...he hugged tighter and said me too.

We sat around for a while and chatted. He confessed I'll always be his girl. And though I wanna move away and he knows he needs to get things financially in order...it was and is never his intention to give up on our future and our family.

At the moment I didn't like the reply...but it was honest. We don't have the same goals and desires or rather we do, just different paths we want to take to get there...today I woke up appreciating all that had happened.

Those months are arguing, hating each other led us to utterly appreciating each other simply and magically. I noticed how light everything was now. We talk just as calm..neither of us are resenting the others goals and yet we still make all efforts to conduct ourselves as partners.

I even got a call from the recruiter in Texas today. I need to manifest a home and childcare and I have no real money saved up...but if I can manifest with someone else's vibration... Imagine what's possible focusing only on my ?!? World domination people!!!!

Focus focus focus...don't give up. The only thing to fear is if you are ready to put your faith in you...and who better to trust than that?

This made my day!!! Thank you for the constant inspiration!!! I was thinking about just not thinking about anything having to do with "us" and getting on with my life, but you proved, once again, that anything is possible and that we all deserve happiness and the desires of our hearts!!

 

Yes! Still focus on you too. Some days you should. You are your best friend. I forgot that when we broke up. I just felt broken. I'm not saying we don't have days were your pity party should be in full attendance. But it becomes less frequent when you out you first. Cotton and Cherished are really big advocates of that and lar09 helped me realize I gotta put my first so I think differently on down days. But I always work through my resistance by knowing my worth. And you get that by putting you first as much as you can.