MoonBug wrote:

Hi Anonymous!

Just a couple of thoughts, starting here where you wrote: “he’s so good at hiding his feelings and he’s really sensitive”. There’s another version of him that on some level you’re aware of, and must have experienced at some point to some degree, where he’s expressive and articulate with his feelings. The version you’re currently seeing is the one reflecting your belief that you looked horrible, among other things. You need to revise this belief about yourself, even if it’s only a temporary one. The eyes of love see only beauty, showered or not. See yourself with those eyes, and the him that is you pushed out will reflect that back to you eventually. It couldn’t hurt to imagine him feeling secure in himself, too. It sounds like he’s insecure, and that’s why he blocked you again. See him feeling good about sharing positive emotions, feeling safe to share with others. That would be a loving revision for him, which I bet you'll get to experience directed at you someday soon — without the phone malfunction! If you keep affirming that he’s good at hiding his feelings, and being “Done” with relationships, then you’ll create situations that make that a reality, like the interrupted FaceTime.

 
This was actually extremely helpful and I didn’t even realize how I was thinking about him and the situation it was creating. And I always think I’m so observant 🤣 thank you! And you’re right, I need to be more careful about the way I see myself at times 😅 it’s funny because I’ve noticed the way I feel about myself really changes the way others including my sp sees me. Like when I’m feeling cute even with no makeup on and not showered my sp will usually say something like “there’s something about you today” and give me lots of compliments. He always thinks I look beautiful even when I’m super sick and in need of hygiene lol but I remember one time I was just having a bad day and feeling so gross and bloated and I literally couldn’t stop thinking that I looked like a troll. Like literally felt like a troll and i was just sitting there thinking that and my sp said “you look like a troll right now” and I hadn’t said it out loud or anything 😂 it sounds mean but it wasn’t, it really didn’t hurt my feelings at all and we both just started laughing. It just solidified for me how your own energy really changes what people see in you.

Last edited by Anonymous (7/20/2018 5:45 am)

Omg I do the same thing! I use to be the worst hypochondriac when I was younger, luckily I have gotten better but I still won’t watch medical shows or I’m convinced I have something lol thankfully I’ve never manifested anything too bad but deep down I also knew I was being ridiculous so maybe that helped. I have a recent story though that is super weird. When I was around 10 or 11 I had this really weird rash on the sides of my nose where the skin was just red and a little itchy and it peeled like crazy no matter what I did. I remember my mom taking me to the dermatologist for it, but I couldn’t remember what he said it was. Well recently I randomly started thinking about it often, even trying to google what it was and I couldn’t find anything on it. Then I started thinking about how I would exfoliate it like crazy if I had that now and then I eventually just kinda forgot about it. Welllll I ended up getting it again wtf!!! It’s been years and years and I feel like the dr. Said it was just something that kids get and I got it again! I immediately thought ok thanks for reminding me what it was like to have this universe but it can go away now (the exfoliating didn’t really help btw 🙄) but I just kind of ignored it the best I could and it just cleared up on its own in like a month and a half. How weird is that?! Not a good manifestation but I thought it was just the craziest thing ever. Lesson learned!

Last edited by Anonymous (7/21/2018 4:45 am)

LOA learner wrote:

can someone help me to deal with fear while manifesting about my POI or SP because he rejected me i feel the fear that he will get hitched with someone else by this year as he told me this while rejection. please help me what do i do in this situation what techniques to use to remove this fear?? 

 

 
You could try Brad Yates eft tapping, I’ve heard that really helps people. Why are you worried he’s going to get married? Is he even seeing anyone at the moment or is he just trying to get a rise out of you by saying that? :/