If therapy was helping, maybe you stopped that too soon. You need to have some self discipline, though, and retrain your mind to think the thoughts you want to think. You've been doing this for only 3 weeks. It takes as long as it takes. Don't get discouraged. I've been working on attracting back my SP a lot longer than 3 weeks, I've had anger, resentment, and hurt resurface several times, most recently when he blocked me unexpectedly, I've even questioned whether I wanted him any more. I've decided I still do and I'm really not bothered how long it takes. I've got a lot of other things that I need to take care of that occupy my time so I'm not dwelling on him all the time, and that's what you need to do, not make him the be all and end all of your life. Give it time, be patient, live your life whilst you're working on attracting him. 3 weeks is not long at all. Last time he did this to me, he ignored me for 4 years and 4 months. I wasn't working on attracting him for as long as that, though. That's just to tell you that time doesn't matter.

Everybody gets down sometimes. It took me many months to get over the hurt, anger, and resentment I had felt when my SP cut me off again in December 2016. I finally thought I had overcome those negative feelings for good after I found the ho'oponopono prayer because the results were long lasting. Then, just when I thought my channel of communication with him was opened at the beginning of this year, he blocked me and shut it down again within a couple of days for no logical reason, which set off those negative feelings again, which has taken most of this year to overcome for the most part, but they still come back from time to time. He's got several ways to contact me, but since he moved in December 2016 and didn't give me his promised contact details, I hadn't had a way to contact him. I probably could do it through another person, but I'm letting him alone and doing my imagining of having the end result I want and letting him contact me when he's ready. I know he will, I just don't know when, but I know only too well how it feels to be alone and wanting to be together with your SP.
3 weeks is nothing, especially for someone who is brand new to this. I always recommend reading and/or listening to Neville Goddard because that has helped  me more than just about anything.

Last edited by Cynthia (4/02/2018 10:29 pm)

If you do what Neville called 'living in the end of the wish fulfilled', which means imagining having the ideal end result as if you already have it now, you don't have to think about any hows and whys. Things will fall into place to bring about your desire, sometimes in ways you could never have thought of.

Thanks. That's so sweet of you to say so. Below is a link to Neville's recording of The Secret of Imagining which is under 17 minutes long and would give you a good idea of his teachings.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YccI-t1yojk