Almost a year ago I met someone who I instantly clicked with. We had a great relationship, but things moved too fast and he decided we should only be friends. For the past year we talked on and off and attempted to be friends, but I still had feelings for him. I moved abroad to study for a semester and my whole life changed. We didn't really talk much while I was abroad and I really learned how to love myself again. I had always tried to manifest him back into my life, and I did.. but only a sexual relationship, not really a serious relationship with him. In my journal entries and scripting, I would write that we have a "romantic relationship." Where did I go wrong? How can I manifest an actual serious, loving relationship? 
Thanks in advance