Eagle wrote:

Hi my girl broke up with me after two years as soon as we got back from vacation. (In October )We were supposed to meet the weekend after but she kept saying she was busy. I then got needy and clingy and kept texting her to meet even apologised for the minor argument we had on holiday. She replied oh we have outgrown one another and refused to meet at this point her friends who infact bully her advised her to cut off with me I contacted her sister in law to ask why my girl was being like this - big mistake. My girl found out and went mad and inshort said keep away she kept limited contact for a week or two after regarding pics etc but then blocked me everywhere.

This was after like 3/4 years of daily contact and meet ups every day , I have since learned about LOA and how everyone is you pushed out and do admit I had negative thoughts which almost certainly caused her to act like this . I sent her Xmas greetings via email and got a reply back i then sent her a heartfelt four page email about how much she means to me how much the relationship means to me and how il always be there but got a four line reply saying best wishes and that the friendship is dead .

We never ever hardly had any arguments only minor ones like food etc never no serious ones I always went out my way for her ie rent help with shopping basically doing my best for her as she lives alone.

We’ve been on several amazing vacations as well it’s like we are made for one another
I still have full faith I will get her back but have to focus on myself from what I’ve read I have cried since October Many times over. Have have stopped now

I do affirmations and listen to a subliminal everyday and night I always think positively  of her and send her love  not just her but everyone love
My gut tells me I will get her back but it’s hard to ignore the reality at times
Like I said this was an amazing relationship 0 arguments just pure joy happiness but then I felt ignored on holiday by her as she was always snap chatting those bully girls who she wanted to fit in with that made me feel left out and ignored especially on vacation which spiralled in to a negative cycle and boom she left me blocked me and ignores me after a deep relationship.i soemitmes think does she wonder about me? She is very sensitive and keeps everything inside as well puts up walls example she will smile but be upset I just worry about her and ofc miss her loads just want her back
Any tips advice ??

 
Please do yourself a favour and listen to Neville tell about how to use your imagination to create your reality. Here is one of his recordings/lectures to start with.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=l21MrsmG7v4

I also love his book The Law and the Promise because it contains many letters of success stories written to him by readers who used his teachings to achieve a variety of goals.