Wow this is awesome!!!!!!!! 

Thanks guys! 

It is true something new manifests everyday. Today I visualized my love asking me to go to the movies, because it is cheap on Tuesdays and we are both students. And my love did ask me to go to the movies, however his little nephew threw up all over himself so we did not get to go. So he ended up dropping me home.  It was a little weird, I felt like I was too much in the present reality but the great thing was I acknowledged that I was in this moment and knew that there was a reality where we are in a loving relationship.

totally unrelated... how do you change the way that you feel about some of the decisions that have nothing to do with you? my love won a trip and has decided to give one part of it to his family. This is not the issue. The issue is that certain family members are a little bit "underserving" in my opinion based on the way they treat themselves and their family. I know it's vague but I don't want to put that much energy into it, but I definitely could not explain this fact to my love and really caused our night to sour. He didn't agree with me or try to understand my perspective because i felt like I couldn't be honest with my disagreement of this vacation.

I think you thinking this person is not deserving is creating negative energy which is not good. We create our realities, if you think this person is not good then they will be. I think just focus on the positives such as that’s awesome he won. I wouldn’t even waste any energy or time thinking about other people. Unless this family member is directly harming you there’s really no reason to get involved. Instead I would try to project loving positive energy to this family member and see them as who you want them to be